Today, is just one of those days.
I suppose, everyone is destined to have a few in their lifetime.
My time, has come.
But, I wouldn't really call it a bad day, where a bunch of freak things happen, like a car drives by and sprays water and mud all over you before .. a date, or something important. No, I'd call it a day where two bad things happened.
1. A falling out with a friend.
2. A complete mess-up by me, in the video shoot. So, the new Twilight song might be delayed.
Now, for the 2nd point, I can't decide if I'm just being too picky, but I KNOW that the last line, I didn't sing it the strongest. It's very weak and shaky, not a good way to end a strong song. So, my dad tried to fix it by, literally, cutting that part out. It's now.. too bad, but I don't think I like it either. And I know that I can sing it, I just didn't get a good take, I was rushing it and it didn't turn out good.
So, that's one of those.. music video's? YouTube video's.
Sometimes you don't everything right the first time.
We might reshoot.
I felt (still do to a degree) really crappy about it.
I'm such a perfectionist, and I'm obsessive compulsive. I actually watched an episode of Dr. Phil today, and ACTUALLY wrote down the tips for Managing Stress and Anxiety.
I'm kind of a freak.
The first point, well, since this isn't a real diary, it's a blog, and I do have a collection of 1000 views, I'll keep the person's name under wraps.
And I won't go into much detail of the situation. But, I'm just really upset and mad about it. I'm having this big fight with them, and uuggh, it's just getting out of hand.
I don't know if it'll ever be resolved. Because I still hold my side of the fight.
Everything I said was true. Hard, but very true.
I don't think they'll ever see that.
I've had a lot of things on my mind today, I didn't get much done, but I did clean our entire kitchen just to try and take my mind off of it. And watching Dr. Phil did help, I actually enjoy that show. I learn things. :P Things that I can use.
Tonight, I'm going to a movie with my mother. "Julie & Julia."
A nice, light hearted film supplied with popcorn, chocolate, and company should do me some good.
Just.. one of those days. lol