Monday, January 25, 2010

I'm Sorry :'(

I'M SORRY! ='(

For not posting a blog in two weeks and completely neglecting you! I've been a horrible person.


Of course I'm being sarcastic, but in a way I'm not. Besides the "me being a horrible person" comment, it's really quite true. Since the very first post of the new year I have not blogged in much, much too long. 

What was I doing you ask? Well... I was actually trying out different alternatives to blogging. Now your really heartbroken, I know but WAIT- I was attempting something possibly better...


You see, I was browsing YouTube a couple days ago and stumbled upon a user named "Charlieissocoollike." After watching some of his videos I was inspired! I really wanted to make my own vlog on YouTube. WELL, much easier said than done. ._.

It's quite funny actually, I have no problem sitting at my computer, typing away all my deepest thoughts and emotions. But when it comes to getting in front of the camera and making light conversation I CRASH AND BURN! I will admit this. I attempted my first vlog for approximately 2 hours until I realized that it just wasn't going to work. 

*sad face*

Maybe I should just stick to what I'm good at- writing. BUT I will try to vlog again, you can count on that. And maybe one day the clouds covering my natural charisma will part and you'll see (if your a subscriber *HINT*) that I've made a new video and it's categorized under People & Blogs this time, instead of under Music.


I'm keeping the faith!

Other new things since I posted last include:

  • I finished my first Twilight Journal! :) This may not be exciting or even relevant news to you, but for me it's a mini breakthrough. I haven't finished writing in a Journal since I was twelve.
  • No more progress on my album since I Can Hear You. But I get the entire week off from school, so I'm planning on getting LOTS done. I'm a wishful thinker.
  • I joined The Daily Booth community! Just discovered it last night and I think I could have fun with it. =] Follow me HERE and try it out yourself if you'd like. :)
  • And last but certainly not least... I think I might have failed me Math 11 exam! ... O_x
I know, not very eventful when you put it altogether like that, but I thought it might sound at least a little more interesting.

Ha.  O.o

Well, I suppose that's about all for now. This entry has really felt like a fail to me, but hey! Maybe you'll feel otherwise. I'm just all mixed up and jumbled right now it seems. >.< Oh! There I go talking about my feelings again.

I'm gonna leave before this starts to get meaningful!



Friday, January 8, 2010

Newness :)

Happy New Year everyone! ^-^

Isn't living in the year 2010 crazy? Answer: Yes. This world is insane. I have reasons to back this up, but this isn't what I want to discuss for my first blog entry of the year.

What do I want to discuss?


Now I've completely lost you. =P You see, for the past couple months I have been lost. I've just been kind of roaming around, not getting anything done (even though I have so much to do), and finding excuses to do nothing.

The turning around of this cycle started with school being disguised as a wake up call. In the form of homework. I surprised myself by getting a crap load of work done in just a few days. I worked really hard, and I seemed to feel good again.

It's like, when I'm unproductive I feel like crap.


When I'm doing something happy, something that I enjoy and that just happens to be productive as well I feel 100%. And I guess that's why I was feeling lousy. Because I wasn't getting anywhere with my album and my music is all of those things to me.

Tonight though, is when this changed. :]
And I am "SUPER BEST" happy! (Don't ask :P)

I finally started I Can Hear You which is my 5th song for my album. I'm on my way! Got to stay focused: deadline is the end of May. I'm feeling pretty good about it now. And this is GREAT because I was so tense about it before. This is really giving me the boost of confidence I needed deeply.


On another note: hope you like the new layout! :) Thought I could use a fresh start on here too, plus I was getting bored of the old one. I suppose I was also bored of my Twitter layout, since I changed it too.

MENTAL NOTE: Have to get my mum to write a new Biography for me!

So many new things, it's making me excited!

Well, cheers to the future -but don't forget to cherish the moment. ;)

Singing off,

P.S. My Holidays were splendid. =) Just thought I'd cover that too.