Rough lyrics

I meant to practice my set list for this gig I have on November 1st, but I ended up writing a song. Not surprising, I'm such a procrastinator and have a talent for finding something better to do. ;) Or at least, it always seems like it's better at the time.

These lyrics are really rough. Haven't edited them yet, I'll get to it soon enough. I just had this urge to post them, so here I am; and here they are:

Where did I leave you last?

Did I leave you in the past, did I?

Cause something here has changed

but I don't want to point my finger any which way

I feel like coming out

and I really just wanna talk about this

But tell me, tell me- is it really even worth it?

Cause if you ask me I'm fine

It's this illusion of mine

And all I wanted

was to see if we were

worth it, ever

It used to be so nice

we never even had one fight, you know

Now it's like pulling teeth

trying to get you to speak to me

And all those things you said

did you ever really even mean them?

Cause some things I did

but some things, I didn't.

Cause if you ask me I'm fine

It's this illusion of mine

And all I wanted

was to see if we were

worth it, ever

**Random catchy alternate chorus, or possible bridge below..

Because the s**t that you've done

is digging a hole

Sometimes its best to move on

or just let go

I don't know

But one things for sure

I'm losing hope.

And that's all folks.

xx Singing off - Karly oo

P.S.- First usage of a swear word in my writing. lol