Bittersweet

Hey!

I might be a little ahead of myself by posting this song so early but, I want to. :P

And that's one thing I've came to terms with the past year or so of my life, if you want to do something, then just do it. I mean, to not do something because of self conscious reasons or just trivial reasons is well, it's stupid. 

"Whatever, whatever I do what I want."   lol ^.^

So anyway, 

this song is called Bittersweet. It really came about because I wanted to write a song with the title Bittersweet. I always loved that expression. ^_^

It's about, yet again, another personal experience of mine. It's quite old but it's subject ties in with a new song I wrote "It's Been To Many" which I posted as well. 

So here it is :)

Bittersweet

I woke up, and lying next to me was me again.

I dream of things that's better off not knowing, cause you are my friend.

If you knew how I feel would you feel differently?

If I looked at you and smiled would you feel the same?

I guess the best part of this is not knowing... yet.

I thought you would see a better part of me.

& I thought we could be something better.

I thought there would be happiness forever.

But I guess this love is just so bittersweet.

I'm having difficulty with the current situation at hand.

Do you see where this is going? Cause if you don't nobody understands.

I wish we could just go back to having fun again.

And I wish we could just relax, cause serious just ain't my thing.

Do you see where I'm going... with this?

I thought you would see a better part of me.

& I thought we could be something better.

I thought there would be happiness forever.

But I guess this love is just so bittersweet.

And I don't want it to be, yeah.

If you could be who you used to be.

If we could be who we used to be.

If I could talk to you again, 

then maybe this would finally end.

I wish you could see a better part of me.

& I wish we could be something better.

Then I think there could be happiness forever.

But I guess this love is just so bittersweet.

* * * * *  (Stars meaning no lyrics and just music and humming and such).

Just so bitter...